My little love

Chutkuls aka Waffles (2018-2021)

Hey sweet little thing, you’ll always be in our hearts. I am absolutely heartbroken to realize that I’ll not see you or be able to hold you again. You were much loved and cared for. So innocent and cute!

I am sorry you had to silently suffer for the last couple of days. I wish you could talk. I wish you didn’t go away so soon. Mum, dad, bro, PS, dai, me and tabby, all of us will miss you so so much. I wish I could hear you purr and watch you sleep.

I love you. You were and always be my baby. Kisses. Loads and loads of kisses. Rest in peace my precious one.

Bon Voyage?

Some ties get too weak over a span of time; so much so that a slight pull would break the string.

One cannot trace back to time, and no actions would anchor the sailing ship.

So I let the remnants of that feeble string keep hanging, do not move it, do not break it, do not fix it.

Emotions so strong you cannot express at all, a love so stubborn it wouldn’t take the fall.

Turmoiling

All human interactions I have had today have turned me either upset or down or agitated. People are rude, with their words, actions or intents. I am probably going to buy a pet and start talking to it instead. I feel quite at loss of words today and genuinely hurt. I will not think about this right now.

I have to wake up early tomorrow, there are important works to do, it’s already 2:27 am. There was this song I had heard the other day. Kya khoya, kya paaya, itna kyun soche hai..tu hai nadiya, tu hai dariya, kyun khud ko roke hai..(what’s lost, what did you gain, why are you thinking so much…you are a river, you are the ocean, why then stopping yourself..)

I am too effin’ sentient to people around me. Will STOP this very moment.