You were not my type. You didn’t fall under my bracket of volition. And you did not remotely match to any of my checklist points. We were yet another rendition of opposites attract, and you were a classic, clichéd risk. I am not trying to find a pattern here. And I do not intend on recollecting all the details of our past, but what I do remember, is that you made me laugh. And somehow, it meant the world. If I close my eyes, like even a blink, it all comes back to me in tiny speedy flashes of fire and snow together at once. I get confused, what to feel. The bliss of loving or the sorrow of parting. Ever since you have gone, I don’t know what I miss more: you or myself.
P.S.: Couldn’t find a title. Could be post Valentine’s effect.
Great Post. Let me add something here !
You are in the middle of the ocean
with no land for nautical miles
you swim for hours
and you try so hard
but horizon is so far away
you have lost all your energy
You are tired and stay afloat
gazing the blue sky
You know you are going to die
You let your body lose
and float under water
You don’t put any efforts
You are a piece of meat
You know you are going to
experience peaceful death
Your body will drown
water will entire you lungs
and fill them up.
Water will entire your mouth
and you will feel heavy
you move under water slowly
and gradually speed increases
You are floating in water
you experience weightlessness
Your life flashes before you
and all the moments
that matter to you
gleam before your closed eyes
You smile
You embrace those moments
in the little time
that is left for you
You are now going down
at a high speed
and until you land
on the sea bed
you are dead
When your body strikes the surface
you see it from the outside
and you know there lies a man
who died a solemn death
Ah…that is intense…I don’t want to die just yet! Still lot of life left in me. Thanks Bhanu.
Yes, definitely
That was just some composition 😀
I converted that to a post 🙂
Wow, your skills of putting heartbreak into words is amazing…..
So glad you can release your feelings this way.
<3
:).. Thanks Melinda..and m sorry I am replying a month later..hope you are doing great!
Welcome. No problem!