1:41 am
I could better be an owl! At least that would save me from getting late for office tomorrow. Sleep disorder. Eating disorder. Let’s not even step into emotional disorder. Why am I living like this? Been there, done that, so many times. Have been out of sync so often that I have almost forgotten how it feels, to be naturally happy. There are moments when I am around people and a wave of thoughts rushes into my head and I just run amok to find some empty corner to sit and process my thoughts(therapist anyone!).
I know each one of us has issues. And a history behind it. Is happiness more rare than sadness these days? Why has discontent overtaken my content? Plus I don’t understand the concept of seeking happiness. Doing things that you consider would make you happy because, well others look happy doing it! It’s a load of crap. What I do know now is, I am on the driving seat. No one else. Have to, have to, take control.
Anyway, I think I got carried away. What I wanted to tell you all is that I recently started riding my two-wheeler to office. Stumbled, struggled, feared but I did start. Kind of a tiny big deal for me!
Yay for riding your 2 wheeler!!
Boo for all that other stuff.
🙂 i am all for yay!
🙂
You sure took a long time getting there!~ { I get iffy around too many people at once too. ; )
I know….late bloomer in a way..and you do? we can probably come here and talk about it next time that happens to either of us..:)
Yes, late bloomer. Of course we can. : )
alright..
I loved the picture you shared 😀 I am also learning to drive a two-wheeler ..Hope to start riding it regularly to office 😉
go girl! you can definitely do it..
😉 yo 🙂
Way to go Scooty girl…. you are on the driving seat.. you have all the controls 🙂 🙂
mm thanks..:)
Oh wow! It’s a big accomplishment Roopam 🙂 Keep fighting. It’s hard but each today makes you stronger than yesterday “_
🙂 that’s nice to hear..
Well I’m impressed! Just keep on pushin’ (and scootin) 🙂
Or as my students used to say “keep on, keepin on.” To be honest, I think you’re a brave woman. You truly are…because you don’t give up!
🙂 keep on, keepin on…that sounds nice…and thank you Paul….m so glad that you think so…i guess at some point we all have to!
a small thought from the past spirals into an endless loop, so the most important thing would be to stop the thought at it’s very origin 🙂 take care and have a safe ride!
Thanks Roopesh…nice piece of advice there.. 🙂
I really like your writing style. Riding a two-wheeler is fun. Your post reminded me of days when I used to do stunts on my scooty, driving full speed that too with two girls sitting on the rear seat. We used to dupe the cops…maame as we called them.
Thank you so much Alka…I am glad you like it! And you sure were some mischievious little piece..my friends call them maamu too. 😀
Yes I was :)…and funny that back then also they were called maamu
So great that you are riding your two wheeler! It indeed gives an independent feeling doesn’t it?? 😊👍🏼
It does… 🙂 I am starting to like it! (I was little scared in the beginning)
It does… 🙂 I am starting to like it! (I was little scared at the beginning)
Yeah I can totally understand!