All human interactions I have had today have turned me either upset or down or agitated. People are rude, with their words, actions or intents. I am probably going to buy a pet and start talking to it instead. I feel quite at loss of words today and genuinely hurt. I will not think about this right now.
I have to wake up early tomorrow, there are important works to do, it’s already 2:27 am. There was this song I had heard the other day. Kya khoya, kya paaya, itna kyun soche hai..tu hai nadiya, tu hai dariya, kyun khud ko roke hai..(what’s lost, what did you gain, why are you thinking so much…you are a river, you are the ocean, why then stopping yourself..)
I am too effin’ sentient to people around me. Will STOP this very moment.